Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Me, Myself & Puneet

My social stand abt. this is ambivalent as i had conflicting opinions onto what ppl. thnik abt. me. I have got a whole different world when it comes to the perception of my inner-self.
I look at me as myself, someone who is not someone, but one with his own identity. However i am afraid i'd be mistaken to be some one different just for the cause "If everyone is different then no one is diffferent"
Living in this enigmatic world, I am pretty much an ambivert. Some times I feel titillated and at the pinnacle of my thoughts & at other times feel enervated & as if am hurled into an abysm.
Through the span of 18 long in my life so far I heard several adages which I find easier to remember rather to follow. I had my quota of victories and defeats amidst which i grew up learning the most important lesson of my life "Learn from ur defeats."One more aspect I feel great abt. myself is that i'm an everlearner always thirsty and enthusiastic to learn more & more in topics of my interest. I am a bit adamant in living up to the expectation and advices of others in topics i'm uninterested in.One notable bad quality of mine is i rarely heed to other's advices in my matters. As a child i won several accolades in my school days in our village. But as time passed and I grew up and got exposed to a giant competetive world i'm no longer that child pedigree i used to be. i need to work hard to cope up with the situation and come out with flying colours.
My most deared past time is my childhood and during leisure periods i like either to wallow in my bed or brainstorm myself.
I read autobiographies of several renowned personalities, but never got impressed with any just for the sake of the same age old cause of mine
"I AM MYSELF"